1/31/11

The confusing nature of feeling...

I've recently been provoked to think and reflect on my current feelings...



The other day, Yuula and I synchronized in our vague, yet present, melancholia in hopes to better understand what it is that's creeping deep in the dark. I know the importance of addressing these kinds of personal issues but it's the actual addressing that always seems to mess with me. It's been a constant issue that has no end and receives no affect from the relativism i throw at it. Maybe the "throwing" is the actual problem... like the way I think of things. I blame psychology for this... amongst other things.



Been thinking about the protests in Egypt alot too. Went to the protest for a moment on Saturday and couldn't even really engage with what I was seeing because my critical/observing eye was dominating my ability to comprehend. Really, this is a massive and significant event (there are so many events to think bout... always). I kept looking at all the people and idealizing their abilities to stand up for what they believed in. People who shout shock me. I was also totally fascinated by the level of visual/idealogical contrast that was going on during the protest. The micro and macro of the whole thing was so f-ing interesting to me... it was romantic for a moment. A real example of abundance and divergence. Loved it.

I feel the energy.



I think that all-in-all I am okay, I just feel the rift right now. MY external-self and MY internal-self are in funny places. I will compromise though because I know that my ability to think about the future is never ending. This I take pride in.

end of story: I miss baltimore.

Images of work I did at the last Stop Talking (Sat, Jan 29th, 2011)



























Photo Credit: Brendan George Ko

Thanks to everyone willing to participate!

Party Music in Baltimore



Thanks Anoushe!!

1/30/11

Knowing you has been a treat.



Maybe it's best if we keep it at 2 very successful dates.

ciao!

1/26/11

experience means nothing when feelings are real.

every card i've drawn points me in a good direction. these past few weeks have made me all giddy and wiggly! every passing day seems like an eternal wait for the next smile. cheek-to-cheek. i love the feeling of something genuine! aaaah... i can barely contain how difficult it is to act when you know the outcome!!!

ALL THESE CARDS IN THE SAME READING AND ALL IN A COMPLIMENT!



























Kate and I share a wavelength... our shared birthdates define us.

1/20/11

A friend died and I just found out...

This is some sad shit... We only met last year and were suppose to work together for the future. But now that dream is gone... Goodbye my friend. I will cry for you.

http://www.dd172newyork.com/blog/blog/tag/ariel-panero/

1/18/11

NEW TATTOO DESIGN



gonna alter it very slightly and double the image on the back of each of my shins. I am also going to separate the words so that the left leg says "Discipline" and the right leg says "Anarchy".

Roy Orbison - In Dreams

Abstract Movements and Haunted Visions_Study_Video Still#5


Images from last Stop-Talking (Summer 2010)




Me with a wicked tan performing, "After a Lifetime of Saying "YES"", 2010


Photo Credit: Nathan Cyprys

1/16/11

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1/7/11

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